Definition of "broke"

Broke- a pt. of Break

For my first blog i'v decided to speak on the state of mind i'm currently in...
I am a broke Nigga!!!
Now for those who are laughing and snickering, cracking jokes at me let me explain...

Now a days it's not good to be "broke" in the sense of no money or funds, this is not what i'm talking about. It's more complicated then that in my opinion. here some examples of broke...

Lets just say you have had a life long friend. matterfact it doesn't have to be life long friends, it could be someone you think you have a common understanding with, a special connection with, or anything on them lines. This person knows your likes, dislikes, views and opinions on life, secrets, ect. the majority of the time your on the same page and it seems like it will stay that way. Well what if that person changes how they feel about you? What if that person feel different about the way you view yourself, and you didn't know this? What if this person starts to appear different to you all together? How would you feel about that?
Well i cann't speak for everyone but i would amagine that this would make someone upset inside. You might even go as far as saying you feel betrayed, disrespected, and or letdown in a sense. Your heart and soul has been broke. Therefor you would be concidered " A Broke Person". No matter how much you may wanna deny this, everyone has felt this type of "brokeness" before.
How about that boyfriend or girlfriend who puts his or her all into a relationship. In there head they make plans for the future and would do anything to make these dreams(that seem like reality)come true. Saying sweet nuthings to ones partner,doing unneccisary favors, and oh cann't forget the perpetual I Love You. Unknowingly this feeling that our subject faces isn't mutual. It's actually onesided. What happens when that is made known? This also is a form of being Broke. Having one feeling empty emoitionaly could bring them to do some unthinkingable things. You see it on the news everyday...

So this gets back to why i feel Broke. i think i would have to credit society for this feeling. The image that i'm supposed to potray at my age, my social statues with my peers, and just plain old what is expected of me may be taking it's tole on me. I'm just now realizing that my decisions i've made early in life is and will continue to effect what happens in the future.This has me feeling broke. At my age i should have finished college, be on my way with a emerging career, and possible building a family. None of which is the case in my crazy life i live, and none of which is the case in alot of peoples life. Should i feel Broke? I say no, but yet i still do.
Now i hope the reader isn't getting this confussed like i'm hopeless. i'm far from hopeless, and if i am broke i can and will fix whatever has to be fixed. These blogs is my personlay soul search and is my way to fix what is broke. With guidance and positive insite i may be able to put life as it is in perspective. At least thats what i'm hoping to accomplish. i hope everyone enjoys a can relate to how i feel. With that said Stay Up...


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